1. |
I Don't Wanna Change
03:44
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Nostalgias a drug
And I am hooked on the rush of memories fading from my dreams
I can't see your face
Or remember how you sing
And I love the love songs
I don't love no one
It makes me feel better
It seems the hardest part of aging is the waiting to be lonely
Would you tell me if I ever start to change?
Or if I fall from the sunshine?
If my star, it bursts and blooms while I try to get by?
Would you tell me if I ever start to stray from the way I used to be?
You never said the simple things would make me change
And heaven knows that I hate myself
When the doors are closed I berate myself
I'm longing for that lonesome feeling
The deepest sting I love receiving
Would you tell me if I ever start to change?
Or if I fall from the sunshine?
If my star, it bursts and blooms while I try to get by?
And you begged me that I wouldn't fade away
But the hardest part of staying sane is knowing things may never change again
Would you tell me if I ever start to change?
Or if I fall from the sunshine?
If my star, it bursts and blooms while I try to get by?
And you begged me that I wouldn't fade away
But the hardest part of staying sane is knowing things may always feel this way
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2. |
Go On
03:42
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Woke up with you on my mind
A dark figure steps inside
Told me I can make amends
I'm a fool, I take his hand
I have been asleep
I'm going on 33 and I can't relate
Was it just a dream?
And what did you say to me?
"It's not what you want, it's what you need"?
Now I float around the room like a ghost that's haunting you
But I'll bend before I break
It's a lie for me to say I can love myself, give me to someone else
And I'm not falling for what's calling to me
The monster under my bed
Or the demon on my chest
I have been asleep
I'm going on 33 and I can't relate
Was it just a dream?
And what did you say to me?
"It's not what you want, it's what you need"?
And I'm happy if you stay
Even if it kills me
I'm happy if you find another life
And I'm happy if you stay
Even if it breaks me
I'm happy if you find another life without you in mine
I have been asleep
I'm going on 33 and I can't relate
Was it all a dream?
And what did you say to me?
"It's not what I want or what I need"?
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3. |
Let Me Know
04:06
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If you want me to leave
I guess I could, I guess I could
If you want me to believe
I guess I could, I guess I could
All the different things you could mean
They're over my head again and again
Over my head again and again
All the different things you could mean always make their way past me
If you want me to leave
I guess I could, I guess I should
All the different things you could mean
They're over my head again and again
Over my head again and again
All the different things you could mean always make their way past me
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I wish I could run away
But I have not been training so hard
I wish I could fix mistakes
But time has not been so kind thus far
I just wanna love ya babe
But you just simply do not exist
I write love songs to no one
If you wanna talk pathetic
I just wanna be myself with another one
I just wanna love myself with a little help from someone
Cause i cant let go of the scars that are in my world
I wear em like it’s an honor to be hurt
I just wanna feel your hands condensate around my neck
And I just wanna feel your weight pushing me into the bed
And I just wanna lick my wounds but people might start talkin bout it
I just wanna be your dog
If you let me come inside I swear I’ll sit
I just wanna have some fun with another one
I just wanna have some fun with a little help from someone
Cause I cant let go of the scars that are in my world
I wear em like it’s an honor to be hurt
And I know it’s time that I should face the facts
I know it’s a long shot but I thought that I would ask if you would stand by me, starry eyes
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5. |
I Hate Time
02:36
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A selfish man who’s self assured
I pulled out all the stops so I could look myself in the mirror
I lose my friends 'bout once a month
Then I take stock and try to think if this one was better than the last batch
And I hate time, but I need it tonight
Yeah, I hate time
And I hate time, but I need it tonight
Man, I hate time
I got a habit of leaving myself face down in the ditch with nowhere to go
It’s like I built it from scratch and it’s the perfect plan I drew up on my own
But I know that it’s leaving you so cold
And I don’t think I can do this all alone
And I hate time, but I need it tonight
Man, I hate time
And I hate time, but I need it tonight
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